Too much stupidity

"Don't make a guy a priority who makes you an option." Stupid. Stupid.

I'm stupid. I watch Grey's Anatomy and wonder if its telling me to move on because "he hasn't asked for you, so obviously he's made his choice." But then I meet a new friend and she talks about how wonderful it is to be married to someone who has ADD like her: you just get each other. And that's how it is with him: He gets it and I get it and I always feel encouraged after I talk about ADD stuff with him.

But then he doesn't show up. He made a big deal about how he preferred to be at our party and then 11pm rolls around and I know he isn't coming... and I get mad. I get mad that it didn't mean enough to him to make the effort... and I'm mad as I keep checking my phone that he didn't even let us know (truth be told, he's not the only one who did that to me tonight).

Oh, but it gets better, I promise.

So then, I comment to my roommate that he didn't come and come to find out he texted HER to say that he was sick. This is apparently his new habit. He used to text both of us and now, apparently, I'm out and she's the only one he cares to notify. She didn't even care enough to check her phone or text back! She doesn't care, but I do. And he's too stupid to see that she doesn't get him like I do. Stupid. Stupid.

I'm stupid. He's stupid. So really, in that way we're perfect for each other. But right now this is just too much stupidity for me to handle with any level of sanity!