Empty Chair II

So when I said I was over it, I really was... but now I'm under it, stuck in the middle even.

Last week I felt high as a kite thinking of him... and then after spending some wonderful time around him, I've fallen even more (if that's possible).

And today, I feel like crap. I keep catching the jealous bug rise up whenever I think about the attention he gives to others, but I have no claim on him and he's all the more awesome for being so friendly and personable.

So I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place: do I talk to him about my feelings and risk the awkwardness and possible rejection? or do I keep my mouth shut and try not to drown in my own feelings? ...because really, he's worth it either way.