It feels like my life consists of lots of waiting right now and I don't like it.
I've been waiting for a month to hear something definite about the group home job; I'm waiting to meet a guy who will be everything that's right for me and I'll be everything that's right for him; I'm waiting to go back to grad school; I'm waiting to start my "real" life because I'm not done with school yet; I sit around and wait all day for my friends to get done with school and work so we can hang out...
All I do is sit and wait. Productive things do get done along the way, but I don't have enough to fill my time... and that's so weird... its definitely new for me and I don't know what to do with it...
Patience is a virtue... one I don't have and don't feel like aquiring... but I don't think God's going to let me off the hook on this one.
4 comments:
Try yoga...it takes your mind off other things. Then again, so does booze, but I don't want to see you stumbling around at ten in the morning......
Seriously, I just wrote a blog about this. Read it. It's called "My life is in the buffering."
Weird.
those bitches at the group home have no idea what they are missing. Bitches.
michal, it's raining...it fits your mood, kind of my mood, and my sister's mood. god is crying
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