Jason used to say that he always felt that life and opportunities had been handed to me on a silver platter. Well, if that was the case then I think my silver platter has been stolen... (just like my iPod... my pretty pink iPod named Lizzy... I'm still really sad about that).
And no, I shouldn't be complaining because I have a college education and parents who will feed and house me for an undisclosed amount of time. But once again, I have no prospects for a job and no direction with what to do with myself until I am able to go back to grad school.
The group home job that seemed perfect (live near home but not at home and get experience in my field) is no longer an option. I got the call yesterday afternoon after not really hearing from them for about 2 weeks. I was already feeling crummy yesterday, so that just made me feel ickier (yes, that's a word... in my world).
And to top it all off, it wasn't raining... it was sunny yesterday. Normally, that would be a good thing and I would smile and bask in the sunlight. But when the forecast says rain and then life makes me sad and then it doesn't end up raining... well, it just feels like the world is smirking at my misfortune.
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I friggin' hate it when I'm feeling crappy or ickier and then the sun is shining. It just makes me want to lock myself in the basement, shut out all sunlight, put on a lame movie and eat chocolate ice cream all day long.
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