My Rollercoaster Part II

I was just snooping around my old website because I was going to add another poem and I found this. I kind of like it better then the one I previously posted, but I think its interesting that I re-wrote this one with an attempt for more structure. I guess looking back, I just like what this one expresses better.

My Rollercoaster (Original)
May 7, 2002

I like rollercoasters at the park
But not in my life
Why must I have so many days
That just go up and down?

Frustration to joy
Paranoya to excitement
Love to loss and
Fun to destruction.

Not every day is as this one.
If they were I couldn't live.
Why can't I just let go and let God?
Why must I insist on control?

I don't even know it,
But thats what destroys me.

What causes my issues of control,
Those which take me on this ride?
How ironic:
The need to control my issues of control.