3 Days of "nothing"

The last three days have been difficult. It was kind of like going through a very scary tunnel and expecting that the tunnel wasn't going to end; I was just going to have to get used to it. Needless to say, I was unable to do any of the 300 pages I was supposed to read this weekend. It’s a good thing I didn't have to go to class (because I don't have class on Friday, anyway).

The tunnel is opening up again and even though things are still sad, they don't seem as scary and horrible after spending about 2 days crying and lots of time letting the Holy Spirit minister to me. Today, Jason and I spent 4 hours talking things out (yes, talking... not yelling or crying). Most of it had to deal with the long-term ramifications of our break-up on a possible friendship and at what level that would take place.

This is all pretty hard to explain, but I figured I should mention what went on this weekend at least in passing. If you want to know more, you're always welcome to inquire.