Operation AB

...is failing miserably. I'm following all the rules, but losing my sanity in the process. Unfortunately, my sanity is indispensable when it comes to academic productivity and this next couple weeks (as well as the last couple) are super intense and not to be trifled with.

So, Operation AB has been temporarily put on hold while I choose the lesser evil:

1. Friend - spend time with him and try to remember that he's not interested... and try NOT to hope that he'll change his mind
2. Aquaintance - re-employ Operation AB and attempt to disconnect from him and by extension my more-than-friend feelings for him

Status:
#1 is extremely difficult, its the road I usually take, and its extremely roller-coastery on my feelings;
#2 may need a longer trial period, but initially induced extreme sadness, insanity and general loss of motivation and productivity...