So yes, I'm on meds, and they're helping a TON. I've started reading much larger chunks of material in one sitting, and papers and words form easier, now... but I'm still so used to everything being so hard that even when things go smoothly for a while, and I take a "short" break, getting back to it is such a task no matter what I tell myself because I'm just so afraid that its going to be a chore... like it always has been.
Maybe it would have been helpful to start this process of training myself on a less intimidating paper. You know, something that wasn't 20 pages consisting of 2 answered questions in argument-style. I haven't taken an English class since high school! I haven't written a paper consisting of this type of argument for 6 years... let a lone a paper this length... ever! Seriously!
Then again, I don't want to think about what tackling this paper would be like without meds... *shudder*
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