Adendum

So about 30 min after I wrote that last blog this morning, more drama occurred. And everything got much MUCH worse... resulting in me crying at my desk because crazy lady is mean and doesn't listen to my questions... and then another boss (because mine just left for Asia) swooped in and rescued me... and gave me back my project (because she's worked with crazy lady for over 10 years and she assured me that I'm not the problem)... and everything was lots better... and I edited the blog to add all of that, but the computer was apparently overwhelmed by the other tasks I was forcing it to do, so it didn't save... sad feelings.