Peace

Finally, I feel peace. I've cried out and complained to God, and slowly He changed my view.

First, it was the knowledge that I will be hired if the group home is where he wants me to work. I had to keep reminding myself of this as I kept over-analyzing and overthinking all the questions I had answered in my interview with them.

Second, came the trust in the fact that I will be hired if that's where God wants me.

Third, came the knowledge that God has something else in mind if this job doesn't work out.

Fourth, came the grateful wave of tears as I was able to begin to accept peace about this job opportunity. I still have no idea what I will do if I don't get this job, but that doesn't matter right now... and that is a beautiful load off my shoulders.