I haven't had a boyfriend since I was 21... and now I'm 28. In that time I've been asked out by 4 guys, and been kissed by 2. I've probably been interested in a couple dozen guys, and confessed my feelings to at least 5, only to be rejected. I've had several close guy friends and fallen for every single one of them. As I explained to a friend this past weekend: My problem is that I just don't like to share guys... that's why I should probably just get married.
The most significant potential relationship ended 5 months ago, and I still find myself periodically processing the effect it has had on me. And truth be told, as much as I hate to admit it, I still have big giant pink scars left from my last boyfriend, a relationship which I ended 7 years ago this month.
So I'm done pretending that I'm okay. I've been spending an awful lot of time in d'Nile... and Egypt is beautiful, but I'm ready to be home again. So I'm saying it:
I'M NOT OKAY!!Hi, my name is Michal, and I'm romantically impaired... anyone up for the challenge?
...didn't think so.
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