Tuesday, December 12

Christmastime

I was going through the drive-thru at McDonald's last week and the attendant (or whatever you call them) was very friendly and cheery. I was pleasantly surprised (because usually they hardly look at you and they always seem tortured and distracted), so I asked her why she was so happy, and I couldn't stop thinking about her response. Her face kind of fell a little and she tried really hard to pick it up as she shrugged and said, "Well, its the Christmas season, we can't let things get us down." And it just seemed so hollow to me. She was forcing herself to be cheery because it happened to be the time of year that we mark as Christmas.

Then today, my cubicle-mate and I got into a discussion about the Holidays, and he was talking about how annoying it all is to him: put the lights up, take them down, go further into debt, drive forever to visit family, etc. He just kept saying, "What good comes of it? I can't see that we're any better off." And it seemed so strange to me that a generally cheerful and goofy guy like him could find so little joy and so much angst in this time of year.

I love Christmastime. It means friends are coming home. It means decorations are everywhere. It means people are giving and receiving gifts (big or small). It means time with extended family, and time off from work or school. Its cozy and fun and festive. And I can't help but smile at all the little things... because that's how I am.

But Christmas is an entirely different thing from Christmastime (or the Holidays, as it is more politically-correctly known). And while, someone like me (enjoying little childhood things) would still enjoy the way the world celebrates this season, it really doesn't serve any purpose (for lack of a better word) without Christmas... the real Christmas. Not Santa Claus, not mistletoe, not parties, not snow, not presents, but God.
'The word Christmas entered the English language sometime around 1050 as the Old English phrase Christes maesse, meaning "festival of Christ." Scholars believe the frequently used shortened form of Christmas -Xmas- may have come into use in the 13th century. The X stands for the Greek letter chi, an abbreviation of Khristos (Christ), and also represents the cross on which Jesus was crucified.' -MSN.com
And I'm glad that such a large portion of the world celebrates Christmas, regardless of how they do it... I just wish I knew how to explain how much it really means, and that it doesn't have to be hollow.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I think you mean "hollow," dear. Empty? Yes?

What's interesting is to find other religious types like myself who dislike Christmastime. There are a plethora of reasons, the main one being that even though Jesus is what makes this time special, like you say, even those in Christendom treat Him like another commodity--another item to be bought and sold during the holidays. I guess what I mean is that this time of year is equally meaningful and meaningless. Meaningful because of what we're supposed to be celebrating, but meaningless because of how few people actually care. It's like it shrinks the meaning down to a grain of sand that you have to go searching for, when most people just want more presents.

I'm still working some of this stuff out. I'm just thinking and leaving a terribly long comment. My bad.

Anonymous said...

Retail is especially empty. For a time of year that's supposed to be filled with general goodwill, I get to see the worst in people when they come to buy an ipod. Blech.