Going to bed hungry

Tonight, I'm going to go to bed hungry. That sounds like a bad thing, but it really is quite wonderful (no, there was no sarcasm there). As most of you know, I don't have a good relationship with food and I don't tend to listen to my body about eating because its signals are softer and a little more confused than most. So when I go to bed a little hungry, then I know I've had the right amount of food for the day... so yay! I'm going to bed hungry.

I also did some other good things today...

I went to 20's group (sometimes I get all introverted and I don't feel like dealing with all the people at this group)

I called 10 more hotels about front desk positions (only two told me they were hiring)

I searched for health insurance and got a lot of options that still need to be properly examined and weighed

I put my laundry away... from the last two times that laundry got done... oops...

I started a "to do" list of all the things I need to do before I leave for Mexico (on April 6th)

Most importantly, through the talk tonight at 20's group, I realized that the voice in my head telling me that I should be able to do all of my minor life-tasks like every normal person (as opposed to struggling more like someone with ADD) is just Satan trying to get in my way and discourage me. I'm different than the "majority" and God made me that way and He knows my limitations and He would never shame me in them. Instead, He shows His strength through my weaknesses... and boy, do I feel weak right now...