I'm really busy and I'm feeling engaged but somehow also strangely disconnected from myself. I've noticed several things over the last couple weeks that I've done that strike me after the fact as inapporpriate, rude, or otherwise unecessary and I wish I could undo them. And then I get frustrated with myself that I didn't think about it at the time, and I wonder why I'm acting this way. Maybe I'm just more aware of it than usual... or maybe I'm acting differently than usual. I don't know, but its more than a little disconcerting to me.
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